Waiting We waited for you. We prayed for you. We knew you were coming. After Jordan and I decided to start trying for children we found out that it may be more difficult for us to conceive. 9 months after we began trying we experienced one of the hardest things either one of us has ever gone through. We lost a child. One of the hardest parts of that whole experience was never knowing who he or she was. I never got to hold him or her. It all happened so quickly, but it will fo